AQUAMARINE

                                                                                

   Well......Adolescence is a beautiful but difficult stage in life . Then all the feelings ,desires..etc... are mixed in your mind. Want to be free,to feel the adrenaline , want to do things which  is supposed you don't have the right ( but actually it's not allowed  to do( maybe because wants to escape from monotony or probably from simply curiosity or just because it seems to be inetersting . Want to met new people and yes perhaps you want to know what's love .Well  ...when it comes to love in adolescence ..we already enter in a difficult chapter about which I can't talk to much.....so...    . ok ) love my mother whatever it is , and even if  ) argue with her very often and even if she doesn't understand or pretends that or simply doesn't wants to understand me , and even if for her everything ) do it's wrong ( and she is the first peron who ) wish to see what  ) do well ) ,)  and  I love her  although sometimes  ) feel hate , it's just a sense of time , a pulse and a wrong impression  however I love her , and not because she takes me all ) want (  ) mean material things )  I love her  and ) love my family ,aunts,cousins, even my brother but in a very weird way ,   and  even my father hwo did many and very wrong things ...oo and ) don't forget friends ) love them . ok but not at that kind of love  ) reffered  . ) mean at that person to tell  ) love you unconditionally , to think ofit all time ,, to have  chills when  it kiss , butterflies in stomach , to see al pink  ..etc ..etc.. the list goes on ..but maybe those are just excuses or at least that's what  ) like to think... ...with all  boys who ) was , ) think it was a game  with physical attraction and that was all .Ooo and ) hope you didn't understood that ) asociate physical attraction with a game- NO no n 

)'m not able to define this but probably physical attraction could be a beginning or a preface or the so-called love at first sight  ) think it's a kind of physical attraction too and ) don't say that's not important because ) think it is but not enough although sometimes a candle can do more than sun , to shine at night. Love is the  most powerful drug.

                                        Srry if  ) bored  you , ) was bored too when  ) wrote this  text  so srry .

                                                           Tnx .............

                                                             kisses :****************